Well do you, do you, do you wanna?

I just realized today at lunch that the year is almost over. It's full speed ahead from this weekend on out. That's just ludicrous! The year had just begun. And then of course once I realized that the year is almost over, I looked back and asked myself "What the hell did I do this year? What have I achieved? What am I proud of?" I can't think of a single thing. What am I doing with my life? Where will it be in 10 years? I know, I know. I'm young. I have time. But I just hate the feeling that it's all too late.

Work has been a range of emotions. I like what I'm doing, but then I feel like I'm doing so much and not getting credit for it.

I hope "Heroes" is going to be good tonight. Save the cheerleader already!! They've been lagging on it.

I need a drink. Anyone want to send me one??

<3 El

Will I ever sleep again??

My daughters have been waking up every night for the last 4 days crying at various times of the night. Apparently "something" is in their room and it's bugging them. Gwen specifically. She's been waking up scream "No, no no!!!" in fear. She's afraid of being in her room by herself and wants one of us to sleep with her. The thing is that we got rid of the matress that we had in there and we only have the 2 little toddler beds for the girls. So we can't really sleep with them. So in turn, they come sleep in my bed. My bed is a queen and not big enough to hold my husband, my 2 girls and me. So i have been sleeping on the couch for the past 3 nights. My neck hurts and my hip is out of place :(

I really really hope that I get sleep tonight.

Ohio here I come!

So Patty bought our plane tickets to Ohio yesterday (thanks Patty I owe you so much!:D) and I'm somewhat nervous now. I hate flying. I've always avoided it, yet somehow when the idea of going to visit Jaime came it, I didn't even think twice about it. So maybe that's a good thing :) Maybe that means I've gotten over whatever flying thing I had. Besides, this time I wont be flying alone :)

But I am truely excited to go over there. I've been wanting to travel for a while. And I am finally doing it :)

So now the big question is: What is there to do in Ohio????