Damn the stuffing machine...damnit to hell!!!!!!!!!

I had to mail out the billing statements today and it took all freakin day to do. I printed everything out and then I had to use the stuffer. The stuffer folds all the papers and stuffs it in the envelope....well at least that's what it's suppose to do. It doesn't do that. It jams after each and every statement. It took me 5hrs to get about 800 invoices folded and into envelopes. At one point the machine started shaking violently and squealing. I gave up and started manually folding them.

I'm tired. And have papercuts.

The Wallet of my dreams!

Last weekend when Patty came over we went to a store called SkyBluPink and they have a ton of cute trinkets, bags, shoes etc. I fell in love with this wallet. I really wanted to get it but I am really broke. I put it down and moved on...or so i thought. I had a dream 2 nites ago that I was back at that store and that I finally had money to buy it. I opened the wallet and found $5 bucks in it and some pennies. That was my deciding point. I HAD to get it. I woke up....and of course there was no wallet. I hate realistic dreams like that.

It's official, I HATE summer

This weekend had to be the crappiest weekend ever. Friday nite was pretty good. Saw my Super Ex Girlfriend w/ Patty then raced home to see the girls. That only turned into them crying about me wanting to help them get in the house cause god forbid I touch them. I know they were tired, but moments like that make me feel like I shouldn't have had kids. And love does suck sometimes....no matter what type of love it is. I cried myself to sleep that nite.

Saturday wasn't any better. We were going to take Gwen to see Monster House, but she wasn't listening to us and we didn't take her. So we got the girls down for a nap and did nothing. When they woke up we picked up my brother and went out to eat at Chevy's. Then we drove around and finally stopped at Blockbuster. When we got home we realized it was really really hot in our apt...our A/C had busted. It gets REALLY hot there without the A/C. We had no choice but go to a hotel. Not fun when you have 2 kids. They were kinda disoriented and Gwen would not got to sleep. We woke up several times for bottles and they woke up like at 8am.

Sunday was hell. It was hot, I wasn't feeling well and our A/C was being fixed. I just wanted to die. I finally got home and slept for hours. It was just crappy.

I can't wait for fall.

Movies on Friday

I hope to watch My Super ex Girlfriend tomorrow. I love Uma...but Rainn Wilson is gonna be in it AND Eddie Izzard. I LOVE Eddie Izzard. I can't wait!

Fuck!

I don't even know what to say.....


You Look So Fine

you look so fine
i want to break your heart
and give you mine
you're taking me over

it's so insane
you've got me tethered and chained
i hear your name
and i'm falling over

i'm not like all the other girls
i can't take it like the other girls
i won't share it like the other girls
that you used to know

you look so fine

knocked down
cried out
been down just to find out
i'm through living for you

i'm open wide
i want to take you home
we're wasting time
you're the only one for me

you look so fine
i'm like the desert tonight
leave her behind
if you want to show me

i'm not like all the other girls
i won't take it like the other girls
i won't fake it like the other girls
that you used to know

you're taking me over
over and over
i'm falling over
over and over

loving me one more time
hide inside me tonight
do what you want to do
just pretend happy end
let me know let it show)
ending with letting go x3
let's pretend happy end x4