For the Alliance.

I finally got to play some Wow yesterday while I was home being sick. I had no idea that there was a fire going on. I was nice and cool in my air-conditioned house ;) So yeah I played WoW and I got to lvl to 35. 5 more to go till I get my horse.

I cannot wait for June. My husband and I are going on our cruise for our anniversary and I am very VERY excited. I love cruises. If you’ve never been on one, you need to go. It’s the best thing ever.

Have you seen the new pics of Ricki Lake? She looks amazing!!!!

So yeah. I want to get my tattoo soon…I just need the cash to do it. And I don’t know where to put it. On my arm? My leg??

Wonderful world of WOW

Hi. My name is Ellie and I am addicted to Wow. I have a problem...I know. I think admitting it is the first step, right? I play continuously. It's gotten to the point where I've gone out and purchased a second computer to play. My relationship? Well that's going ok. You see, my husband is obsessed with WOW too. Not as much as me...but enough to understand. What is Wow? Well, Wow is World of Warcraft. You create a character and you talk to other people. You level yourself up and yeah... What am I? I am a human warlock. What level? I am a 29. How is this affecting others?? Well what do you mean?? I feed my kids, I get them to bed a decent hour and I go to work. So no, it's not affecting anyone. What's that you're scribbling there? What?? Wow porn?? I have no idea what you're talking about! A picture?? What picture??



What that?? no no!! You've got it all wrong!! It was a race I was doing...well yes...naked! See? That MK right there? That's me. What??? You don't believe me? I don't have to take this. I'm leaving.

if i am silent, then i am not real

silence is golden
i have been broken
safe in my own skin
so nobody wins...

did you hear me speak?

do you understand?

did you hear my voice?

will you hold my hand?

do you understand me?

...i have been broken.

My head explodes and my body aches...

I don't understand friendships.

Caravan, Caravan

Carry me Caravan take me away

Take me to Portugal, take me to Spain

Andalusia with fields full of grain

I have to see you again and again

Take me, Spanish Caravan

Yes, I know you can



Trade winds find Galleons lost in the sea

I know where treasure is waiting for me

Silver and gold in the mountains of Spain

I have to see you again and again

Take me, Spanish Caravan

Yes, I know you can

Well do you, do you, do you wanna?

I just realized today at lunch that the year is almost over. It's full speed ahead from this weekend on out. That's just ludicrous! The year had just begun. And then of course once I realized that the year is almost over, I looked back and asked myself "What the hell did I do this year? What have I achieved? What am I proud of?" I can't think of a single thing. What am I doing with my life? Where will it be in 10 years? I know, I know. I'm young. I have time. But I just hate the feeling that it's all too late.

Work has been a range of emotions. I like what I'm doing, but then I feel like I'm doing so much and not getting credit for it.

I hope "Heroes" is going to be good tonight. Save the cheerleader already!! They've been lagging on it.

I need a drink. Anyone want to send me one??

<3 El

Will I ever sleep again??

My daughters have been waking up every night for the last 4 days crying at various times of the night. Apparently "something" is in their room and it's bugging them. Gwen specifically. She's been waking up scream "No, no no!!!" in fear. She's afraid of being in her room by herself and wants one of us to sleep with her. The thing is that we got rid of the matress that we had in there and we only have the 2 little toddler beds for the girls. So we can't really sleep with them. So in turn, they come sleep in my bed. My bed is a queen and not big enough to hold my husband, my 2 girls and me. So i have been sleeping on the couch for the past 3 nights. My neck hurts and my hip is out of place :(

I really really hope that I get sleep tonight.